Falling into Pieces

Drowning in the Darkness

Sad,

Fear,

Hate,

Alone,

Angry,

Scared,

Hopeless,

Disappointed...

.
All in me

Now

.

Hope it’s gonna be okay..

Someday.

X

Ups and Down in Life

Fairy Tales are just...

beautiful,

sweet,

nice,

perfect.

But in life,

Reality is cruel,

bitter,

full of thorns.

Remember,

Some people are nice,

Some people like to play fast and loose,

I'm tired,

for all my kindness,

taken for granted.

To whom it may concern,

I hope tomorrow morning when you wake up,

You will see the light in everything,

And not only in the sunrise,

but in the places that are harder to find.

Communicate,

Open up,

your heart,

your mind,

your view,

Open it wider...

**I'm writing this in disappointment. 

My husband and I are giving up with one of the people we trusted so much in our life.  

I hope we will find someone better.

<(-_-)>

L.O.S.T.

I’m far from perfect

I even not good

But 

I will try my best to be a better me

Forgive me for my wrongs

Hold my hands

Hear my voice

Touch my heart

Show me the right path

Lead me

Because sometimes 

I think 

I’m L.O.S.T.

New House

Well, My husband and I bought a new house for us to start our new life. We surveyed it about 2 years ago --> before Baby Nina was born. It is a Semi-D house with 3 bedrooms + 1 small room and 2 bathrooms. We're so excited! Can't wait to live there.

All the documents, lawyers and so on are settled and now the house is officially ours..Yeay!! The wirings, ceilings, and paintings are also done with flying colours. But there are no furniture yet. It's ok because we're not approved to transfer yet. But the house is now ready. My parents are the one who always visit the house and do the gardening. Oh, they planted many fruit trees like lime, mango, bananas, longans and so much more. Thanks mom and dad!! I love you.

You can imagine how I always "berangan" about my new house...hahaha

(^_^)

(do you think my husband will agree if our house looks like that? Hahahaha)

Well, that's all for now.

Thanks for reading.

I'm Back!

Assalamualaikum everyone!

Hey guys, what's up?! This morning when I woke up, I suddenly remembered that I got a "blog"!! HAHAHA 

Well, it has been 2 years since my last post --> dah berhabuk. So many things happened in 2 years of my life. Well, I got another baby girl (she's already 1 year 2 months old now..not so baby anymore =P)

Though my life now is so..sooooo much more chaotic than before, I always try to be calm and be positive. I just wanna be a good mom for my girls because I knew that they are always want me to be there. Even though I think that I'm not being such a great mom as other moms out there, but in their eyes, heart and mind, I'm a SUPER MOM!

The images describe me in the best way (^_^)

For my girls, please know that I love you so much equally. I want you to love and care each other no matter what. I pray for your happiness in duniya and akhirah. 

Well, that's all for now. I hope I will never forget this blog and will continue writing as this could be my 'diary'. Maybe someday, just maybe..when I was gone, my family will read all the memories about me and always knew how much I love them.

Till then, XOXO